Your name is resounding in my head, and you're really the only thing that's keeping me going. I'm obssessed, I know but I can't help it.

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I swear, I never planned for this to happen. I never thought I'd ever feel this way about anyone. I don't know what's gotten into me, perhaps it's just you.

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

Everytime I'm alone, I find myself thinking of you. I'd think of what you'd be doing at the moment, or I'd be re-reading old chat logs, old messages.

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

Running today made me realize certain things, the way I felt towards.. stuff. I'm still confused, and I'm scared.

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

I know it's wrong, but I love you. And yeah, we probably would never ever get it right and one day, all of this will end. And I never ever want that day to come.

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Everything reminds me of you. Somehow, we've created too many things, too many memories & it's just hard to let go. I know I don't have to, and I know I don't want to. But being constantly reminded of you just makes everything harder.

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

You made me realize that I have emotions I didn't even know existed. I never thought I'd become who I am now, when I'm with you. I don't really know who I am but I love you still.

And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

I never meant for any of this to happen, but it did. And yeah, neither of us did. Shit, the emo kid's getting to me. Thank you for all you've given me. Maybe all this is just meant to be, like it was all along.